where i'm at

summer is more than half over. i'm so different. praise the lord

a few things i'm starting to get.

i cannot control some things. i cannot know everything. and i cannot always do the best thing. there are some things that i may never fully understand.... and i need to just go with. sometimes i just need to go with the flow.

this job that i love but struggle with is going to make sense one day. even though i am jealous of the opportunities that my friends have had with various ministries this summer, my time will come.

a quote from evening, "if you insist on screwing over everything and everyone, there is a good chance that you will end up alone." thats me. and that has to change.

absence really does make the heart grow fonder.

sometimes we really underestimate the worth of other people's perspectives.

ministry really is where i need to be going... love that. love love love that.